this sucks i cant make my words all colorful anymore.. man..!!! im back at xanga.. im so bored right now. im alone and i havent talked to josh in like 2 days. i miss him so much. well school is alright so far. i have lots of homework now but its not that bad. my favorite class right now are ceramics and history. i wish we had more HW on history cause we never get any and i enjoy doing history HW. i joined the fashion club and im running for secratery. i hope i get to be one. im planning on joining another club but theres nothing good out yet. i also did my first behind the wheel training last saturday. it was so fun. i was scared at first but i got the hang of it. until now.. i still havent drivin since then. my mom wont let me cause she doesnt understand that i can drive no cause i have my permit. she thinks that i have to be 18 to drive.. lolz.. she wont listen to me. im pretty bumbed that this year most of my friends get to drive.. and also my bf. which sucks .. cause they get to go out and i have to stay home cause i cant drive yet.. thats the only down side of this school year. i wont get my license until febuary or march of 2005. but when you think about it its not that far it guess. im really planning on getting a job soon. cause since my friends get to drive and there always out busy doing whatever.. i can be working so that i wont have to be bored at home. but my problem is that my mom wont let me work yet. which is weird cause she always tells me that she wants me to work at the store but she doesnt want me to work anywhere else. and since im family they only pay me 20 bucks a day.. they think thats enough when your working by urself half of the time and theres so many grumpy costomers.

the first week of school has just finished... i already have an essay to do.. and a few algebra 2 problems.. everything is so new to me right now.. i really need to review my spanish really bad and my geometry.. hehehe... today was an ok okay day.. you know what sucks! i dont know anyone in my 6 period class in ceramics.. everyone knows everyone except for me.. but thats alright.. i kind alike being alone having my own time with  myself you know... after school today sucked  o yeh.. my brother is coming home from the air force today.. hes going to be staying for like 3 weeks and hes off the England where hes going to live for i think a year only... but still hes coming back and thats really kool.. tomorrow.. i better go out and shop for some school supplies.. im like out of paper.. and i need some binders.. all i used this whole week were paper from last year.. and folders that i bought over the summer. i need a haircut too.. my hair is getting pretty long. i cant wait for sunday.. my bestfriends kenny and jessica are coming over.. and maybe my friend chris too.. and my bf josh.. but i dunno if hes coming... i really want him to come.. and stay .. this weekend should be fun.... im really going to miss my babe.. i mean since my bro is coming back we're going to be spending some time together.. and i dont think that we'll be going on the phone much.. cause of homework.. and even if we go to the same school.... we still dont see each other.. and well we dont hang out much.. so im going to miss him alot.. END

BACK TO SCHOOL

WOW! school finally started for me.. today was okay.. it was really hot though.. all i did was talk talk talk with my friends and went to class and talked about rules rules rules... well i like my teachers so far.. but i have two teachers that hum... how can i say this... mean?... yeh... well not mean but like.. they were a little mean today. and they could be nicer. one of my teachers.. well hes mean.. but hes funnie.. so i dunno. and that class i think is my hardest class.. and sad to know but i dont have any classes with my babe this year. i didnt even hang out with him today at lunch.. which was so weird..... i dunno i guess im just used to hanging out with him all last year... but i think that theres more people at school now.. it keeps getting crowded.. my little cousins are in high school now.. its so cute.. good luck guys.. well wat sucks is that my cousin has a class with my babe.. which sucks cause i should be that person. my teachers are all great so far.. my favorite class so far has to be history. my history teacher.. hes pretty cool... my history teacher last year. said that hes really kool and well he is.. hum... ill write more later i have to go.